No tears,

No emotions


Standing still,

Occasional smiling,

Frequent hiding

She had built herself,

And broke down her walls

But all those who came running in,

Were simply the wrong kind of people

They told her she was worthless,

They avoided her like a diseases,

And they only needed her,

When they needed someone to look down upon and to despise,

They taught her to hate herself,

And she accepted it

She tried to be strong,

But deep down she knows,

The strength she tries to show,

Is a mask for depression,

That she thinks will be her ruin

She wants to fight,

Yet she asks herself,

‘How many times,

Will I have to say,

I’ll put on a fight,

Just one more time’


His life was all about chains and darkness,

He walked over a bridge that took him to a forest and burnt it down after he crossed it,

He embraced so much negativity,

He made no light shine from within him

He ran deeper into his forest,

Every time he believed someone was close to finding him

He did not want anyone holding his hands,

He did not want anything that would shine a light,

He believed that he was not worth it

He got himself tied with shackles of self hate,

He embraced the darkness until it became his normal



Its always a storm,

When I am around you,

Thunder to strike my patience,

A tornado to take me to a dark place,

Rain to make me cold,

A tsunami to wash away my love


Its always a storm,

When I’m around you,

I feels like you cause it,

I t feels like you can help,

But you don’t want to,

It feels like you want the storm to take me away


I wait for the day that things will be different,

But it can never be right with you,

It has always been like a storm,

When I’m around you