In Love

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From the moment we met,

I fell in love with fear

 

It held out its hand,

And I slowly let mine intertwine

 

If pulled me closer,

Looked me in the eye,

It made me weak,

Yet I was comfortable

 

We danced,

As courage watched,

Hoping that I would let go,

And choose it

 

But when fear whispered in my ear,

When it gave me a slight kiss,

When we came closer to each other,

I felt weak,

I did not want to leave

 

I knew its treatment was artificial,

It would never make any sacrifices for me,

Everything about choosing it was wrong,

But I wanted to stay in its embrace

 

I fell in love with fear,

Because I was scared that courage would never like me,

I’d have to fight for it,

It wouldn’t make it easy for me

 

I fell in love with fear,

Because I knew things would be simpler,

With it by my side

 

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Eyes

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Her eyes saw nothing but a failure in the girl

Someone that wasn’t good enough

It was a mistake working with her

A waste of time

With her eyes she looked down upon the girl

But the eyes of the girl have seen more than that who criticizes her

They have seen deep into her soul

They have seen her pain

They have seen her fears

Her eyes have also seen her strength

They have seen her faith and hope deep into her soul

They have seen her get back up and fight

Lost

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A different me emerges,

Fragile,

Scared,

Lonely

 

What was supposed to make me stronger,

Built me then crushed me,

What chose me,

Made me feel worthless,

What was meant to make me happier,

Made me sadder

 

My protector,

Stabbed me in the back

 

Today,

I know not who I am,

I start a journey looking for a new me,

Another version of me has forever faded

 

I was once the tree that stood strong in a forest,

But my roots eventually got uprooted

Be Like the Other Girls

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She wants to be like the ‘other’ girls

She says that society ‘says she’s not good enough’

 

She wants to be like the bad girls,

She says that they are judged and loved,

That they always win

 

She wants to be the bad girl,

She says the ‘good girl never wins’,

‘Society never remembers the good ones’

 

She wants to be like her rich friend,

She is willing to sell her body for money,

She says that ‘every’ successful woman does

 

She wants to drive a fast car,

She says it will make her happy

 

She wants to be like the other girls,

Because she doesn’t really know who she is,

She lets others define her

 

She wants to be like the other girls,

Yet she doesn’t know that she might be judging them

 

She wants to be like the other girls,

Because being herself is yet to pay off

 

So every day,

She strives to be the other girl,

Based on what she imagines,

And not necessarily the truth

 

Sometimes the person society has labelled to be bad,

Is not necessarily bad,

Sometimes the person society has labelled to be good,

Is not necessarily good

She’ll be Bad

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She was good,

Till she met the bad bad boys,

She used to do everything right,

Everything the world said that a good girl should do,

Till the bad ones broke her.

 

He said he loved her,

He wanted to be with her for the rest of his life,

And when he got what he wanted,

He left her for someone better,

Whom he married.

 

She met another,

He said he loved her,

But when she gave him her chance,

He hit her,

And called her names,

Until she could take no more.

 

With time she got tired,

She believed that she was nothing,

She changed so that people would fear her,

All because she did not want to have a broken heart.

 

She let everyone think that she was loose,

She became rude,

She acted like she never cared,

She became the bad girl.

 

But deep down,

She knew that she was protecting herself,

And it was better to close her doors,

Than to be broken by by someone she grew to trust and love.

 

 

Scared to Start

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Its right in front of your face,

Its the beginning of something new,

But you need strength,

You need to let go,

This is no longer a system,

Where everything is set out,

This is life

 

But you are scared,

Of going the extra mile,

What if you are rejected,

What if you don’t have the looks needed in this world,

What if you lack the brains,

What if nothing works out

 

You know that eventually you’ll have to act,

But till then you just wait,

Wait for the day that you’ll let go of fear

When Love Turns To Fear

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When love turns to fear,

It changes everything

 

You lose confidence in the one you love,

And you start asking questions

 

You lose faith in the one you love,

And you start doubting them

 

When love turns to fear,

You lose yourself

 

When love turns to fear,

You keep on asking yourself questions

 

When love turns to fear,

The person you love starts to change in your eyes,

 

But for love to turn to fear,

It has to be triggered by something

 

When love turns to fear,

You have to ask yourself if its worth the fight

 

When love turns to fear,

You have to wait for things to unfold

 

When love turns to fear,

They’ll say that you are insecure

 

When love turns to fear,

You have to be patient but cautious

 

And when love turns to fear,

Don’t fear to fight for love

 

Its better than letting fear win